Unreal

As I drove down the highway,

Reality clashed it senses and dissolved into the unreal,

Everything around seemed false, fake, and fugitive.

I was afraid that the unreal that I felt is real,

What if the real is unreal and the unreal is real?

I drove faster and I became afraid of the indistinguishably I stored,

If I drove with this shortage of knowledge I might crash.

If I crash and it’s real I’ll be gone,

But what if this is unreal?

I grew dizzy… “think, me, think!!” I commended.

But everything is unreal, I’m just … cold.

Then I arrived, snapping into reality..

I broke a puddle of sweat,

I could no longer stand still and collapsed,

because everything was … real.

Exhaustion has overwhelmed me.

Today I am alive, but what about the next time,

When I mix between unreal and real?

And I doze off into a deep sleep.

-Esperanza Writes

My Life by Me

My Life by Me

I asked my sisters to look at the drawing above and to tell me what they thought it was about. They were confused and maybe they lack the imagination element that they asked me to explain it however, I refused. Another sister said I’m probably sending a message that I am schizophrenic ;p. Anyway the following is maybe an explanation. Enjoy!

Curious, were they

about the book that I wrote

I wrote a book called “My Life”.

Curious, were they.

The Ghost who had no legs,

The Mask who had no body,

The Zombie who came out of the dirt,

and The Clown, his face undecided expression.

Curious, were they to look inside “My Life”,

Let I them look inside,

So they looked, heard, snickered, pointed, reached,

corrected my un-mistaken mistake,

Forgetting that they were with no legs, no bodies, no soul,

undecided expression and so much more.

Let I them look inside,

Them corrupt I, will not.

“My Life” is for me, them not.

-Esperanza Writes

China has Two Suns

Today I was enthusiastically told by a friend from college a breaking news event. She excitedly said, “Have you heard of the two suns?’ My first reaction was “Huh?”. Exactly what anyone would react to such news but apparently not many that knows about this bizarre thing specifically in the middle east.

The two suns appeared about a few weeks ago or so in many cities other than China including Russia and New York (Russia saw it first but nobody believed them until it appeared elsewhere). Most people might probably go “It’s Photoshop for god sake!!” and that is what I said in the fist place, however my friends kind of convinced me that how come the whole world, including China’s large population that would not give in such a prank acknowledges the existence of the second sun. Theories has been set to know what is the second sun and how did it suddenly appear. One theory that is just a reflection from a new planet that is full of ice (does not make sense). Other theories thought that this is actually one of the stars that orbits around the sun that exploded and in a matter of two or three weeks it is going to sink in a black hole yet there is not an accurate theory to this phenomena. (Read Article)

Assuming that the second theory is true many people I’m guessing are willing to travel to see  this second sun before it disappears.

So now there is a plural for sun I may add.

These are videos reporting the new sun:

What do you think?

-Esperanza Writes

I’m Telepathic

The thing about me is that I am very well driven by my own imaginations since birth until.. well until forever. People usually say that children tend to grow up and they will eventually get over that phase but not with me, not really I never grew up.. I’m still me except I’ve become realistic in some things but not in most things where I still believe I could probably fly one day and you know other imaginary stuff that people call “nonsense”. One of the things that I also believe exists and will reveal it wings is the power of mind.

Ever since I’ve watched “Matilda” I became so fond of the idea that I embraced it in my subconscious for a long time and maybe did an attempt or two in that field but failed and I only believe that I did not master it because of my lack of knowledge and concentration. And ever since I’ve known such thing as mind reading, like Edward from Twilight,  I would want that to be my super power, you know the question where they ask: If you could have one superpower what would that be? My answering would be mind reading, I mean most surely mind reading. Then came the now and this time where I’m a full-grown girl in her twenties (21 in a few days) and I study about parapsychology and telepathy (being able to make mind connections with people read here). Many studies now is trying to develop this theory into reality, that the brain has the superpowers to do such things. Examples such as twins feeling what the other is thinking of, a mother feeling for her children when they are in danger, you think of someone and that someone rings you at the same time are all a leading way to the evolve and acknowledging this science as a living one.

Some people are skeptic about this and say that this is “mere coincidence” yet I am not one of them I truly believe in this and I’m hoping that one day I could exceed it. Today I was waiting for my friends outside their class I looked down to the people below and tried sending them mental messages that “I am looking at you, look up” I told my friends after they went out and we got a good laugh, of course they mocking me with it and me persisting that I believe in it. They asked “well did they look at you?” I replied, “Well, no and that is only because I did not exceed my powers just yet.” Anyway they gave me a “mental hug” (how awesome!!) and we got great laughs out of it telling me not to tell anyone of what I believe in, and I followed just that advice and told no one.. which is true I only wrote it I did not tell right? ;p

How about you? What are your insights do you believe in the existence of such thing or not? Throw in your thoughts freely.. prove or disprove what I just said.. it is your opinion 🙂

-Esperanza Writes